Honestly...again? So this time we have our Floor Wars in our Residence Hall. I signed up to decorate our hall's flag as well as be in the relay race (which no one else apparently wants to do). So here I am minding my own business and such waiting for everyone to get started on the flag. After a while I'm wondering what's going on since no one told me anything. I decide to check out to see if anything is happening and I see that they already started on the flag. I asked if I could help and they said that the flag's already been planned out and there's nothing I can do. What the hell? I signed up for it, and no one told me anything! This is almost the same thing that happened on September 5th when my plans for the night got ruined completely. Goddamn pity, I had such good ideas for the flag.

On top of this my plans for Thanksgiving Break didn't work out the way I wanted. But at least I get to see .

And one of them even has the gall to say that I'm being mean. I'll tell you what mean is. Mean is not letting me know when we were going to decorate the flag when I signed up for it. Mean is planning something and forgetting about me completely. Mean is leaving me out of the loop.

Honestly it's this sort of crap that keeps me from enjoying the social aspect of college. I find the lack of communication disturbing. What a great fucking way to end the weekend.

If anything I absolutely hate being left out of the loop. It just shows how no one cares (except for ) about how I feel despite me caring about how they feel. No wonder why I've been so bitter and cold until recently.